Confession

Great insult, grouching and all, and when I viewed the blog of a girl who commented on my post and there was something called 'gratitude', the feelings with what I was barren  and I got to realize that i am the cheapest, worst ever person available on earth but still Allah does not want me to quit. I don’t know why I never knew why I was given all that. Indeed I never deserved that but sill 22 years of befuddling, sorrows, and repentance, Allah wants me to stand,  He wants me to fight and He wants me to never say die,  I couldn't understand this ever I don't know for what I was born for and I am supposed to be. The day when I born and then adopted and the education I got that could not be given to my sister and brothers, yet I am loosing, yet I am yielding.. I concede.. I regret but yet could not be able to defy.

Verily, you will not die until Allah does not take from you what He wants you to do.. 'This isn't a Qur'anic verse'.

So let's not waste the credit we deserve and do it with the sequential way or we will be forced to do that ..

*The only name that would remain is of Allah*..

Gleamy Morning !

That Night, When the breath occludes..
That Night, When sky nictates its supercilium with marvel..
When,the drab night was about to vacate..
Then, I saw him ascending on the high rock..

Whisper ..

Saw the moon sinking in clouds that night

when sky *whispered* the good news of triumph

                                           

   with the defeat of that person

i saw the glowing face of the winner

*Lust* was about to *extinguish*

and his cause was astir to *flourish*

Why we ???

Many of us complain about other mortals surrounding us as having a negative mentality or pessimism .. But we never thought that why one thinks negatively or what makes him to think like that .. Resulting optimists fighting a war against pessimists.. Haww inay baday ho kar bhi ladai ?? Shame shame :P

I am a pessimist unfortunately. I regret *as I always do after doing bad* :P but no optimist ever tried to change me as ‘dafa karo dobnay do hamara kia jata hai’ :P ..

 I, we and the pessimists think negatively when continuously same things happen again and again resulting in shun.  Optimists have better capability to abide so because of this sustainability optimists are optimists. Whilst as no human is same by face by heart same as no one is same by means of encephalon. So could you please help pessimists in sorting off or ‘mitti pau’ as you will say by your heart after reading this post  :P

Regards

A pessimist :P

Roar !

When her faith tried to falter
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It was him who came to rescue
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when one was going by shaking his head
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It was him who had the final laugh
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and when the day began
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It was him who had the roar of great triumph
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At the beginning !!

He was imagining his defeat

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yet, the hope continued to prevail

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was requiring a desperate rescue,

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as the final whistle blew

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and the man who always rescued others from drowning

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couldn't get a rescue from the elite

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nevertheless,started crying by keeping his head on his thighs !! 

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Rescue !

In the midst of nights,

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in the pleasant falls of October

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one was dancing with the prostitutes

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other one was scheduling his dreams

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when his religion was trying to succeed

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some one was imagining his defeat

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As the bell rings

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the dance gets silenced,

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and the symbol of victory roars in the air

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