Confession



Great insult, grouching and all, and when I viewed the blog of a girl who commented on my post and there was something called 'gratitude', the feelings with what I was barren  and I got to realize that i am the cheapest, worst ever person available on earth but still Allah does not want me to quit. I don’t know why I never knew why I was given all that. Indeed I never deserved that but sill 22 years of befuddling, sorrows, and repentance, Allah wants me to stand,  He wants me to fight and He wants me to never say die,  I couldn't understand this ever I don't know for what I was born for and I am supposed to be. The day when I born and then adopted and the education I got that could not be given to my sister and brothers, yet I am loosing, yet I am yielding.. I concede.. I regret but yet could not be able to defy.




Verily, you will not die until Allah does not take from you what He wants you to do.. 'This isn't a Qur'anic verse'.

So let's not waste the credit we deserve and do it with the sequential way or we will be forced to do that ..
*The only name that would remain is of Allah*..


9 comments:

Asma Khan said...

Have faith....

Fahad said...

Kis per ??

Nostalgic said...

We get what we deserve :) so never question the authority as to why and what should have been done!

Nice post btw :)

shaguftaabbas said...

What made you realize this?
I guess, I kinda just needed to read that one line you wrote. Blaah. Can't explain.

Fahad said...

Nostalgic : You have your own opinion and i respect for that :)

P.S thanks for commenting and sharing your thoughts. I shall be looking forward to that :)

Fahad said...

Shagufta: Which line you wanted to read ?? This post just came to my mind randomly so can't tell you 'what make me realize that' !

Bree said...

Hang in there. :)

And thanks for the sweet comment on my blog!

xoxo, Bree

http://vivalabreee.blogspot.com/

Zeba said...

Have faith in yourself. And your faith. Very important. You okay boy? The post is slightly disturbing. You seem agitated. I don't like that.

Inshallah everything will fall into place. It always does.

Fahad said...

Bree :)

Zeba .. Thanks for the comment and 'advice' I will surely looking for it :)